Monday, July 31, 2006

About

This blog is going to be my weight loss/exercise journal. I went to the store today and I went up a size. This is very bad in my eyes. So I need to lose some freaking weight. I mean, I play softball, but I'm not a skinny girl. And I've been lazy this summer I was supposed to do this summer work out but basically I've sat on my ass all summer. I keep saying I'm going to do something, but today I'm changing it. I'll post some measurements later. Anyway, I just want a flat belly, that is my goal. I don't know what my target weight is or anything, I just want a flat stomach, and I know I'll lose like 4 or 5 sizes if I have a flat belly.

I think this has been a problem like my whole life. I think my parents have like instilled this into my brain. When I was younger they used to dress me in really baggy clothes and such, so basically I grew into it, "self fulfilled prophecy." So this is it. I'm going to change my life now. I want to be able to go into any shop and buy whatever I want. I mean, I don't have to shop at plus size stores now. But I'm a size 14 pants and I wear XL shirts, but I do have broad shoulders. I mean, I don't look grossly overweight, but I'm not skinny. I guess I should post some pics for before and after, eh? Anyway, thanks for listening. I'll be back later or tomorrow for my exercise update.